Sunday, January 08, 2006
/8:55 PM
you know people.
if we are just going recess together now because of what was said.
than i rather we not go together.
cause it's really like you people are just going together for tha sake of it?
than why bother to force yourselves for those fake smiles?
force yourselves to go recess together?
no one would bear to see the clique break.
but the fact is the clique may just break anytime.
last year:our bonding was like a thick thick piece of string.
now:like a piece of thin think paper.just one pull and it'll break.
see the difference?
it's because during the holidays,we did not even meet up.
i've really been wanting to said this long ago.
but i don't know how to face to you people and say.
during the holidays the clique is like.
i don't know use what word to describe.
it's like.
people just go out together.
without asking the rest of the clique.
but that's not really the point.
remember the last clique lunch we had?
me and amanda really wanted to said somethings.
but if we really do bring it up,
it'll probably be another talk like that time?
so we'd rather not talk about it.
everyone was happy.
laughing and stuff.
if we were to brought it up,
you people would just probably think that we want to find trouble or something?
so we just kept it.
sometimes seeing this is really very very unbearable.
so yupp.
i just wanna say something la:
don't do thing for the sake of doing it or to make the others happy but when you yourself is not happy.
do it because you really think it's right.and really feel happy doing it.
but.if you people is happy with this current situation than just let it be (:
forcing doesn't bring happiness (:
GERLDLYNtan;
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